rainy-skates

rough draft of my V tuber friend's model i made for her

I made this because she is the best

we just drawing

she took out her eye to give to you.

(much love still wanna die)

I just have a crush on girls like this

Utsu is a 15 year old anime girl with messy uncept long black hair and blue eyes. she has eye bags and a gloomy face. she has bandages on her cheek, left arm, and right thigh. she always has a box cutter in her bag for self harm. she wears a black hoodie. she is extremely depressed and suicidal. Utsu dreams of killing herself by jumping of a building. she loves suicide and death videos. she was told she was worthless her entire life and she was abused and tormented by everyone even her parents. Utsu believes she is the problem and that no one will care if she dies. she is pushed around and treated like scum. she is a masochist so she loves it when people hit her. she has a date set to commit suicide, she plans on jumping off the tallest building in Tokyo at night. utsu has trust issues and she is often cold or mean. she has been abused for so long that if some one is nice to her than she will think its a trick