cc-15 more days till my birthday

hi im Cynthia and I hate my life because I get blamed for shit and I get bullyed by my ex best friends because my dad is dead he has been dead for 9 years now and my mom well child serveses have taken me away from my mom a few weeks ago and i've been yelled at and been screamed at and I hate people that ask me questions about my life and my relationship right now and I'm not trying to be rude but if you ask questions the please JUST STOP and when I go to sleep I cry like all fucking night because of my life and I get jugged by people because I'm pan and they call me emo because I where black and white and a fucking another fact that my gf broke up with me because of her parents takeing her away from me and I cry from that and no one cares about me at all and that's why I hate my life so yea FUCK OFF