god fucking monsters I am nice and then all of a sudden I just blink I help and then I'm evil

music had made me better M.H.M.M

why can't I be you" lyrics

as I am now, I am then

I am alone

I wanted to killmyself I made it obvious I told people no one came

the one person that came came after everything they where too late and lucky

no one came no one is here

I gave my loyalty my love and one mistake one person telling Eric a lie and you believe them

eric why the fuck did you not trust me

why did you think I was cheating I was not why

this is driving me mad

when all I've ever gotten was terrible treatment

why do i still try over and over again

I stopped the unreasonable I helped they wanted you and min to break up they wanted min gone I helped min and I'm in the wrong

I tried so fucking hard to help and then I'm the bad guy

anyway

when I get depressed I decide to get mad really mad at anyone or anything and stay mad forever that's why I'm so happy

fun..so fucking fun ha ha I'm laughing fine if you want

don't ever say thank you that is an insult to what I do