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Heya everyone!!!!

So it's been what like a month since I've really drawn at all...
Sorry abt that I don't think it'll get worse hopefully but I will still be very inconsistent
So random rant time!!!
So I started college in person this week! It was alright.. I don't go to class everyday and don't have five classes a day either which is nice but, I've realized that I'm gonna have to make myself very motivated to do the work. I can take notes for sure and listen but all that isn't helpful unless I actually crack open a text book. Assignments aren't hard you just need to understand and apply the info you learn which is weird to me still. Since high school drilled into my brain memorize these terms and its a vocab test or something like that. but, NAH you gotta mae sure you have to apply what you learn not just memorize what it means.
For those who have read my past post may know that I was seeing a guy in which.... we are a month strong! So yeah -u-ll I have a boyfriend now! He's been helping me understand this college stuff since it's his second year doing college. And he has been helping me when I am at times of panic and my lows...
On the topic of lows (nothing bad abt me I promise just something stupid) I was driving to see my bf (for context he works a coffee place) and I'm driving there after work to see him and get coffee. I'm at a stop light sitting there chilling. Then I spaced out (DO NOT DO THIS WHILE DRIVING YALLL PLEEEAAASSSEE) I zone back in the light is green and I think oh I'm holding up traffic so I press on the gas at the same time I realize no one was moving and then I try to slam on the breaks. I end up bumping into the car in front of me. Lady comes out looks at her car (perfectly fine btw maybe a small scratch) looks at mine and says "I'm calling the police" Me scared out of my mind just sits their out of shear fear (This is the first time this has happened to me) In short we park in a small parking lot police come. The lady is yapping a lot saying this needs to go on my insurance and the police take care of it. While I was in my car filling out the paper work I kid you not the cop said to me she could put white out on the scratch of her car XD HELLO?? It was so obvious he did not care about this lady and her yapping. After the police leave I in my car start crying bc I was scared out of my mind and the lady appears out of my window. I roll down the window she grabs my shoulder and starts praying very loudy... like WHAT Anyways im fine

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