This was so fun to make even if it was rushed! I'm happy i was allowed to do this in my own style for fanart!

i added a bit of few changes to her since i did that to cubex during summer, also soon will post her lore since i changed it too!

TW: heavy life topic! I always wonder what would happened if i tried removing myself from this planet again..will my friends cry? Laugh? Go silent? I don't know..the way they act is strange..will they visit my grave to make jokes like i request when i die, or just..never visit it after my death..i don't wanna make them cry in devestation..some are the worst friend i could ever get but..i might hate them, but i'll still love and care for them. Kinda realized barely people see my magma account, which i'm not angry about cause it means i can leave more silently. I really need a lift up in my life...someone to listen to me and not just say i'm being dramatic and saying stupid things. But am i dying slowly?..i've been sleeping longer then a normal person my age should be. Not having enough energy to do things i love. Hell i even starved myself one day cause i couldn't even get up and fix me something to eat. I've been going a bit more silent in real life. So the real question is what i said before. Am i dying?

TW: SH! So...i don't know if it's just my brain or mental health but, everything seems so dead to me...art, cosplaying, making kandi, talking with friends, doing make-up, and being myself..i just feel very numb, i don't know what to do next..to hope my father wins custody over me or...let my own mother brainwash me into living with her. All my friends just leave me behind, hell even my best friend since kindergarten, i'm just stuck listening to them talk, everything at once building in my brain without time to process any shit i can. So now i really can't speak up, i'll be ignored or.."way to quiet"...i'm usaully bright and everything but i think the last spark of me is gone...I was 421 days clean from SH but...now i'm only two days..everytime i see a blade i just wanna hurt myself with it. I hope this changes. Alot. But i'm trying my best to heal and use my strength through this shitty year. But i know someone or somewhere is proud from where i started to now. I hope so..if not..i guess theories of me disappearing are true.

Uh..just draw whatever u want! But don't draw anything weird! No nsfw

Collab with my lovely cool amazing bff! (Her oc's are on the left)

Good job everyone!

RHEHEHE

about some random thing abt me n my life

I drawed this for funs, but yeah! This is cubex's new design!

He is gonna hurt you:)