TRIGGER WARNING!! Talk of SH, verbal abuse, and parental issues below!!! Do not read if easily triggered, you have been warned.
Context: I'm feeling like an unwanted parasite in my own family by my own mom.
No matter what I do, what I say, or who I talk to I never feel better and I’m never enough for her.
Today we got into an argument over a chat room I’ve been in for years which ended in all socials being blocked on my phone. Discord, the chat, email, everything.
I’m unable to contact the friends who helped me through some of the hardest times all because she's selfish and can't understand that when she's screaming and accusing me it's hard to communicate.
So, now I’m simply sitting in my bedroom with the door shut and locked. My door will most likely be taken off by the end of this week.
And not to mention she said she'll cancel my therapy and that she doesn't care if I go to the mental hospital anymore after tomorrows screening for depression, ADHD, and BPD. She's also the one who's repeatedly accused me of SH for attention when I’ve never talked about it to anyone, never showed it off, never said it was ’cool’ or anything. She even said I was just doing this all for attention. It shows me how much I’m really loved, y’know?
Anyways! First cool, full bodied, not chibi art of me/persona <3
@(nuit et jour) I'm glad you thought so!! It was great having you there =D
Hey my friend it was such a pleasure drawing ur oc