I made a doctor's appointment recently, I might have to get surgery done for my chest, I'm scared and I don't rlly wanna, but my heart issues have been worse recently due to stress and chronic fatigue related to my chest health

I hate u, I will always hate u, I will always hate the way u lied, hate the way u used me when u didn't get along with ur bf, hate the way u left for months and made me wait for nothing, hate the way u took me for granted, hate the way u never meant ur apologies, hate the way u never cared when I was on the brink of death, hate the way u cheated, hate the way u never felt sorry, hate the way u never tried to change, hate the way u never thought I could, now I have, and now u don't want me.

Got something in my system
She said, "Why you gotta take it so far?"
Excuse me, I'm out of rhythm

What's the use in being alone?
If I'm never home, I'm on the road
Can't reach me, I'm off the phonе
'Cause I'm all alone, I'm not home

Got somеthing in my system
She said "Why you gotta take it so far?"
Excuse me, I'm out of rhythm
Taking pills and sleeping in a car

You just can't be alone
Yeah, you've never been, I've always been
I just can't trust my bones, yeah

Oh, I can't be
Your lover on a leash
Every other week
When you please
Oh, I can't be
The kiss that you don't need
The lie between your teeth
The cut that always bleeds

'Cause if you're gonna leave
Better leave, better do it fast
Can't live another minute
Bleeding from my back
'Cause I don't have another one
For you to stab
And I don't wanna have
Another heart attack

Every little thing always seems to be about you
Exercise your criticism then get mad when I'm through
You think your traumas don't affect a single person around you
I'm not your therapist or boyfriend, try and get the two confused
I'm best friends with your new boyfriend and I'll tell him every truth
I don't care if he don't like it, I don't care if he tells you
Text me that you fuckin' hate me, well it's 'bout time that you do
Get the fuck up out my life because I'm still in love with

I'll take your body and claim it as mine
Open your lungs and just see what's inside
And I wanna know why you won't give me your heart
So I'll just have to tear it apart.

And THAT is why I had an issue with rp. You're a liar. A cheater. And a horrible person. I hope someday you'll get what's coming to you. Because my blood is on YOUR hands. U ruined my life. After all I did for u. Waiting months for u to come back. For u to then come back and do this. Nobody else would've waited that long without being disloyal. Goodbye.

I'm bleeding a lot. I w as gonna let Blair and Damien talk to him today. He abandoned me last night. Matched with someone he calls Spain today, after he made sexual comments abt Spain last night too before he left. and still hasn't messaged me after nkt coming back last night. Does he think I'm stupid. I can't wait to bleed out

Roleplay or not I stated my boundaries and said I was not comfortable with my partner doing romantic or sexual roleplay with another person. Breaking that boundary multiple times knowing this, is then cheating. Not me "not getting" your humour. You've cheated multiple times too. I'm ending my life.

I'm ending it. For good this time. He's broke my heart again. And went behind my back with another. Goodbye

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

Should I watch all the venom movies again for the 100th time?

If ur here cus of md nox they're lowk lying and setting me up so I'll explain. A scammer had messaged my partner being weird. He had blocked the scammer but I wanted to make sure it was a scammer. So I went into their profile and md nox was following the scammer.

I got curious so I messaged md nox asking if the scanner messaged them and they said yea. I asked what they messaged and they said the scammer wanted to ask something. Which is obviously weird given the date of the scammers account AND the fact they had been messaging more than one person saying the same thing. So I told md nox to block the scammer, they then started asking why I messaged and that it was sus becus I didn't know them.?? Like HELLO I fuckingf told u why, then they made a post making out I was weird so I told them to fuck off. And I'd tell them twice ur welcome btw

Welkom in Europa, blijf hier tot ik doodga
Euro-pa-pa, Euro-pa-pa
Welkom in Europa, blijf hier tot ik doodga
Euro-pa-pa, Euro-pa-pa

Never helping a loser again. Jesus fucking christ yall are dumb as fuck.

I'll take your body and claim it as mine
Open your lungs and just see what's inside
And I wanna know why you won't give me your heart
So I'll just have to tear it apart

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you, won't you, be the one I'll always know?
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows you slow it down -Chester

His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet
But little do we know, the stars
Welcome him with open arms

where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life