lowkey drowning rn in things I need to do

"You who I pray to, I desolate too
Consecrate you, I love and hate you
Hum a hymn to Scylla, I swim to
Watch a whirlpool spin and jump into
You know you make me wanna run away
Kingdom come, you make me wanna stay
Magnify you, sanctify you, glorify
You make me wanna die too"

feeling like a reanimated corpse atm

making and maintaining friendships when you are a military kid feels like a sisyphean task tbh, like bruh what's the point when I have to move at the end of the year anyway-

"I don't need a friend
I need to mend so far away
So come sit by the fire, and play awhile
But you can't stay too long"

-Seether

"Thou who shalt fucketh around shall findeth out."

- idk the bible probably

"I didn't break the world... But I am going to fix it."

-SPOP