Vent probably? I don't know what to call this

I HATE how much I overthink I HATE how clingy I am I HATE not being able to let go even though shit is clearly over I am so mad at myself I hate nmdssd iI hate it I hate it I hate me I think I should die I think I should just isdjhbsdd stupid I odn

sorry I don't know anymore I'm just really frustrated at myself today