fuuuuck they're doing grades again. nooooo

funny how he blocked my main account and not this one

why is it so cold here what. turn up the heat will ya

i feel so drained

"next user change allowed on dec 12"

noooooooooo.

letting all these thoughts roam free in my head

i need to focus.

this month so far has been horrible for me and it’s really messing up my concentration here.

i’m supposed to be sleeping but. i can’t.

sometimes i look out the window and i ask myself

”would you miss me if i disappeared?”

how is this my fault, dad. you buy all of these things for yourself, and you clearly don’t gaf about me or the rest of the family. this “debt” is not to blame on me, but yourself.

that switchup really hurt my feelings

ik you said not to take it personally but it’s just too much

i love you so much, mika. so much.

oh whatever. just go away like. forever okay

maybe in another life

why do i still have them? they’re not important. i should delete them.

i still kept the pictures of the flowers

it’s nothing but a reminder of a mistake

ruined beauty

the hell am i doing putting up with you

throwing your airpod across the room and then yelling at our mother to do something won’t help idiot

i’m glad mika’s doing great so i want to be there for her no matter what.

i don’t want to let her down.