and guys, i want attention, but i’m fine, just poetry that i made up and that’s not supposed to sound attention seeking even tho i’m an attention seeker i just got into poetry, trust me

take your shoes and socks off and run up the street, feel every jagged rock, the sharp pain while your heel is shredded on concrete, feel every blade of grass that you tip toe across, the strangers stare at you with their empty cruel eyes unaware of your wings. A ripping burning sensation comes from you’re back, shadows burst forth, and white feathered feathers caress you’re fragile lungs, replacing your ribcage. be startled by the hard pelting rain as you run, no; fly from the strangers judgement, hear the music, the sounds, the birds chirping, children being born. feel the fog drift away as the umbilical cord snaps.. and you’re free.

i’m done with ts. wdym i try my hardest and you still won’t listen. wdym i have to scream in your ear for you to notice me. wdym you stop listening once i have your attention. WDYM, I TRY SO FUCKING HARD AND STILL ITS QUIET, IM ALL ALONE IN A CROWD OF FUCKING IMBECILES, WDYM IM SO WEIRD, YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS WHY WONT YOU LISTEN WHY DO YOU CHOOSE THEM, ARENT I A GOOD LITTLE GIRL, I FOLLOW YOU AROUND AND LAUGH AT YOUR LAME JOKES LIKE SOME DERANGED PUPPY.
i’m so sick of it
it’s worse being lonely but not alone, than lonely and alone, because then you know that you’ll be ‘alone’ no matter what.

i want attention.
is that really so bad?

Just know that I have screen time (yooo AURA POINTS+!??) so if you’re ranting to me or we’re talking or smth and I just sToP talking, it isn’t my fault, it either my dad, my dad, or school </3

Edit: I also have dif time zones from the 2-3 ppl that will be the only ones to see this if they even do

RANT?
Erm am I dum? What’s the issue with sharing ur age on the internet? Bcs everyone does like “oh I’m 7-12 yrs old”, and if it’s to stop preds, saying ur “7-12” doesn’t rlly change anything bcs it still reveals ur a minor. And I don’t mean sharing ur exact month/day/year, just how many years old u are.
I think I’m dum

I think I’m becoming better at (f)arting 🥺

OMG MY FIRST TIME DRAWING A MAN

ALL ALONE IN MY BEDROOM WITH THE LIGHTS TURNED DOWN AND MY ROOMMATE GONE-I KNOW ITS OVER STILL I CLINGG ON- CAUSE IM MY OWN RIGHT HAND GIRL AND I DONT NEED ANYONE, BUT, SOMETIMES A MISS YOUR STUPID FACE AND YOUR TASTE AND YOUR SMOKING GUN, ITS SO DEPRESSING HOW THE TEAR DUCTS IN MY EYES, ARE SO MUCH WETTER THAN THE SPACE BETWEEN MY THIGHS, OH OH OH I CANT HELP BUT THINKIN ABOUT IT- ONLY MAKES ME CRY, IT KEEPS ME WET, YOU KNOW YOU KEEP ME WET TILL I RUN DRY-EYEYYYY

everything from may

Made her forehead too big

Sooo, hrm, recently safari notified me that my magma password appeared in a data leak. Idk what to do..? I changed my password to be more secure (It was already super secure though..) but I'm not sure that was enough??? Has this happened to any safari users?