Insecurities is such a weird thing.

A quick story time, so like I used to be the oldest one in my class so I obviously hit puberty first, but the thing is I didn't had any acne, which seems like a good thing but, I won't say bullied but I was made fun of beacause of that, specifically by the people who i hanged out with at that time (。_。) they would gaslight me into thinking that I haven't hit puberty because they all had acne except for me, even though they were younger

They made me actually think that I haven't hit puberty just because I didn't have any acne, like I was soo ashamed of my clear face because I thought that despite my old age I still haven't hit puberty. I would eat junk food a lot to idk maybe grow pimples lol. But everthing was fine when I finally vent to my parents about it and I just found out that it was just genetics so there was nothing wrong with me (╯▽╰ )

i swear I would think that everytime someone mentions my face having no acne they were mocking me lolll, ah crazy times lmao

gang I'm in the middle of exam right now wahh (T_T)

I suddenly gained the motivation to draw so I had to. I love the rendering I did on this one soo much, especially the hair. but the thing is I can only render like this on black hair, rendering any other chair color other than black is too hard for me ╯︿╰ (skill issue)

'small announcement' I'm really sorry but i'll be taking a small break, and I don't think I'll be able to post drawings for a while. Maybe I'll be back when its November or maybe late october ╯︿╰

I'd love to post more but I'm really busy these days, espicially when exam is getting near again and i've been feeling extremely burn out these days, and I'm a bit worried for my health. Also because I keep having to go to the hospital almost every month which is a bit concerning... (•_•)

Anyways, so yeah. But this dosen't mean I'll be inactive entirely, I'm just taking a break from posting/drawing. But don't worry, I'll still be practicing drawing in the meantime ^^

Gang I gave up on rendering and just put a multiply layer on it 〒▽〒

I'm kinda sad cause he's like basically my comfort character and it didn't turn out to be as good as I wantedd. I still like it though, I just know I can do it better ( ˘︹˘ )

Also would you believe me if I say I'm exactly like him irl? (￣_,￣ ) just with glasses

Yay new art. I spend so much time tying to pick the right colours but I'm happy with how it turned out

I'm also focusing on getting better at rendering <3

Crazy surprise I actually love drawing portraits lol but only traditionally (╯▽╰ )

The reference was from Pinterest but I don't have the og picture. I drew this I think in January or February? And I just wanted to post it... totally not because I was procrastinating and haven't made any new art T_T

Also guess who had to be taken to the hospital again? ITS ME o(≧∀≦)o (My body hates me)

Guess who finally decided to draw (ˉ﹃ˉ) exam is near so I'm unable to draw, so this might be my last drawing before I'm gone again. A lot of things happen in the past few days too so I couldn't draw 〒▽〒 I just realized how half-assed this looks lol I drew this while playing among us btw

(Context) I had to go to the hospital because my insomnia and sleep paralysis got worse due to mental stress and I had anemia ⚆_⚆ uhh..it was a crazy week but I'm okay now

YAY here's the other one. I love them so much and maybe I'll try to make a character sheet (I think thats what they are called o_o) I kind of got bored doing this one and didn't render it much like the other one (┬┬﹏┬┬)

And yah I changed my art style a bit again, I won't say it changed much its more of a different colour pallet, but yah I'm very happy with how it turn out ♪(´▽｀) I'm very happy I think I'm slowly getting better

A silly art of my newest oc that I'm still working on－O－ . I made two separate canvas for this drawing because I kinda struggle to draw two character in one canvas 〒▽〒

And please I promise I will try my best to make more art and get better ...( ＿ ＿)

I'm trying to make as many art as possible before school get serious (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧

I forgot about thiss

Improved a bit at digital now :D