oh my GOSH im so MEAN ???


hello there,,!! thhis is the alt / vent account of @bluu (HIATUS, READ PINNED POST) !!
pfp by @Zenix (HIATUS, READ PINNED)
β . dniuc βq𦹠°.
thhis account will mostly be π―ππ§ππ¬ or π’π§ ππ‘ππ«πππππ« γ π’π§ππ‘ππ« of my fursona / oc ,, west !
pllease note when reading this,, this is my ππ πππππππππ bio,, so this is about my CHARACTER ,, not me. to read about ME,, please go to my main account to read my bio β§βΛα―βπ¦Ή.
pronouns : he γ they ( mostly he γ him ,,! )
species : border collie
name(s) : west , westie , wes ( if close )
interests : books, baking sometimes, squirm, apples, caterpillars, men
dni : if not close, if you are uncomfortable reading vents
hello there,,!! thhis is the alt / vent account of @bluu (HIATUS, READ PINNED POST) !!
pfp by @Zenix (HIATUS, READ PINNED)
β . dniuc βq𦹠°.
thhis account will mostly be π―ππ§ππ¬ or π’π§ ππ‘ππ«πππππ« γ π’π§ππ‘ππ« of my fursona / oc ,, west !
pllease note when reading this,, this is my ππ πππππππππ bio,, so this is about my CHARACTER ,, not me. to read about ME,, please go to my main account to read my bio β§βΛα―βπ¦Ή.
pronouns : he γ they ( mostly he γ him ,,! )
species : border collie
name(s) : west , westie , wes ( if close )
interests : books, baking sometimes, squirm, apples, caterpillars, men
dni : if not close, if you are uncomfortable reading vents
ooc , vent
ughhh i hate so much that i was ever friends with them
i miss how we were
its alltheir fault and i hate them for it
getting reminded of them SUCKS. it really does. it sucks to the point where i cant ,,even ?enjoy things the same
it even creates triggers for me.
like hazbin. oh cod i hate hazbin it triggers me really bad ok,,,, part of it is that they like hazbiin mink likes hazbin .thats part of it but also i remembber once i almost cried in class because this is when we were still close friiends i i was upset because i was thinkiing about when .when they told me that they and a bunch of friennds idk were singing hazbin aand they were whimsy ! and happy ! and it just sucks because ii wa.just i just realliszed that "cod. that .that'll nevver be me." and i just it SUCKS ok,,,,, also most of the fandom sucks (sorry)
and like,,, in turn,,, and since hazbin and helluva are kinda related . when i see helluva edits and pfps (ndir ur good)i just feel .s ick sicksickfor some reason but its not their faullt yyaknow,,?
literal .LEMONS remind me of them
gameoverse too
i hate them and im sick of how i get reminded of them so much
you treated me like NOTHING,,,, i treated us like everything.
Hello! Could @MaTh-NeRd and @a-purple-sea-angel please unfollow me ? I dont know who they are , thanks !
/inchar /gen /nm
neg , ooc , kind of a vent iidk , about my irl ex friend
i mean!!!! well yes thats their opinion!!!!! i hope they move on!!!!!!! very genuinely annd sincerely!!!!! yes! !!!!! i hope they are very successful!!!!! and never have to think about me again!!!!!! /sar ,, i wish they hated me more so i didnt have to feel bad about what i did /gen [ by this i mean i cut things off w them and theyre just ...doing so well ]
vneg , ooc , vent
tw : suic-de menttiions
ok so tying into my last post on mmy main i . i im so MAD whhy would u say that ???? why would u do that????? whyy were u always SO. DRY. too mme but u put all of uur energy into everyone else . !!!!? I HATE YYOUIHATTE YOU I HATTE YOU. but i love u too..? i kind of care for you..? i dont knnow. so last nnight i said thhat i didnnt want to be friiends anymore. huge relief rright . NO annd then u !! !!!! thhen you pull the "i attempted 5 times in the last 3 months so i was distancing myself" . WHAT. ????I DIDNT SAY U COULD??? SSAY THAT ?? . DUDE . ok fair but why werrent u distancing urself from others.. u were NEVER. dry withh thhem,, u always cared sm,, but me ? left me on read . so many times. i hate that . i hhate u . so ii ssaid "iim so sorry,, i didnt knnow,, i hope you get better but for now iim distancing myself as well" THATS AN OK THING TO SAY RIGHT?? YEAH.. and then after ii said "please stay safe mink" ( thheir name,, no im not doxxing them its their pref name + its on their roblox profiile so . yyeah ) and they??? left me on read. SHHOCKER !! and then they said "i dont wanna hear that from u" WHHAT I WAS BEINNG NICE. anywayys. bye
Helloooo!! First drawing on here!! (Wait- are there judges?? Is somebody coming to check off my work on a rubric??) Lineless art! :)
/inchar
JHENWISKISNSJ THIS IS SO CUTEEHWHSJSN
ooc,, negative,, vent,, i say "lost" but i am NOT talking abt suic-de at any point
i lost him
i lost
i lost sprite
does he remember me anymooore ? id ont know
"hes just an online friend,, get over it"no
i knew him for a year +
I CANT JUST GET OVER IT.
i have had at least 5 dreams that i remmember about him
he mattered. matters. so. much. to me
i wonnder if he misses me
why did he delete his account?
on roblox?
no warning
no communication for 5 months anywyyas
but i had hope
. ok
i cant talk to him any other way
i probably will nnevver talk to him again
if i do he will forget about me
but me???? I WILL
NEVER.
forget about him.
ilysm sprite. my brother.
( /neg /ooc /kav? )
when like lwk sucks but its ok bc i have pretty hair
Honestly realβοΈβοΈ
GGUYYS! genuien quuestion i am in ffact seekinng asnnwers or adviice frorm anyone willing tto give!! /gen /ooc /nf /nav ( π€― )
ok so thhere is someone on here whho i am mutually following on my maiin annd i dont know whhat todo cuz
theyre honnestlh just being really annoyying,,, IM SORRY PLEASE IM SO SORRY
annd i feel bad for bbeing annoyed by thhem but i cant help it /gen ... liike they spampost allot,, somme of their takkes are quesstionable annd i hhave said smt respectfully abbt their takeks but idk if. thhat was. too mean of ... mme so /gen
idk if ii shoulld unfollooow thhem???bbecause like? iidk because .... i honessslty dont reaally wannt their possts oon my feed anymore but i feel like an awful persson for even thinnking like this
becuuase they didnt really do anyything wrong yyk?? iits just ME and that sucks so
pllease hhelp!!!! /genq /nf
Ya ofc!!!!
self annotation /neg /kindofavent /ooc
we do these in literacy for llike books annd short stories so yeah allso LE meanns literary elemment,, ok
"my sparkling blue guitar stared at me disappointedly as its sparkle dulled and the blue took over."
LE: figurative language
type: personification
meaning: bluu's guitar becomes temporarily useless and powerless when she loses her pick.
2nd LE: character
protagonist: bluu
this shows how bluu's disappointment in herself for losing her guitar pick is reflected through her guitar and how it seems to have little meaning or impact when it cannot be played by her. it shows bluu's connection to her guitar, or, generally, things she cares about.
this shows how bluu often feels like she lets others down easily, so easily that she feels the same about objects. this also ties back to when she broke the small porcelain polar bear that her mother gave her before leaving on a short trip, and how she felt like she let down both the polar bear and her mother when she did so.
this shows how bluu "gaslights" herself into believing that the object or person is disappointed in her instead of accepting that she is disappointed in herself because she doesn't want to feel that way about herself. it shows how she tries to convice herself that she is trying hard for others' satisfaction, when really, it is all for herself because she doesn't like being upset.
im really proud of this ok ? ok
ooc kinda neg rant ( not a vent ) that im too scared to say on mmy main acc 
i really dont .... like when people idk that well or i dont rly interact with .. other than on posts and stuff clog my feed ... ok imighht .... bbe unfolloowwing but i donnt wannt to cus thry havve. wyyummy art ... and i dont wanna hhurt their feelinngs so. ...
/dirtotwopeople
Helloooo!! First drawing on here!! (Wait- are there judges?? Is somebody coming to check off my work on a rubric??) Lineless art! :)
/inchar
JHENWISKISNSJ THIS IS SO CUTEEHWHSJSN
i feel like ima get slimed out for this