Russi's Last BrainCell

Art I decided to spit out on GW's jam while at war against him to get more strokes I will beat you...( @👻🐺{寄生虫/ウイルス}Ghost_wolf👻🐺 ...)

Saturday/Sunday are my last days here, I have decided to part my ways from Magma for a long while. In hopes to get myself together and actually figure out what it is I want to do. I hate to have to say this but you can thank quite a bit of people for this reasoning to which is why it has came to this. Not gonna throw out names, but you know who you are. I do wanna shoutout some people on here and irl that has helped through most this drama. First, I want to thank my partner, X. I thank you very much for loving me and giving me chance, I appreciate you and will always miss you I love you so much ml. Danny I thank you for helping me through a lot, thank you. Rimu/Rimuran, you were an amazing friend, funny, nice, chill and more, you also helped through so much, so I appreciate you for being there for me ^^ Gecko/Bo's, you're an great friend, funny as hell. I'll miss you, a lot. Void, a great and funny friend, I love you dearly twin. John, a great irl friend that helped me through everything, that hugged me when I broke down about something so stupid, the guy who actually listened when I told him about what happened on Valentines Day this year, the person who held me when I felt so stupid and lost.. I love you John, as a great greaaat best friend. Thomas, you.. You helped through so so sooo much here, not only did you support me but you also made sure I ate, drank water, and always talked me through the rough things. I love you Thomas, I will mis you very much. I will miss you all dearly, I appreciate the time and grace you guys shared with me. So long, and farewell my dear friends.

All I ever wanted was to find people who truly cared—and I did.
Now that I've found them, I must confess something that weighs on my soul.
My new goal is death, as it as consumed me whole as a person. I shall no longer speak, nor respond to whom messages I may read, though it does not mean I will completely ignore all. To whom it may concern, you shall no longer worry for my well-being and for yours, too.

Love; 尺ㄩ丂ㄒ乇ᗪ 爪卂几 <33 Truly thoughtfully..

Alright everyone, I'm just letting you guys know that I'm going on a mini break and that I will return (Maybe) but just know that I love you guys and I will miss yall!! Reminder: It's just a break, I ain't quitting.

Also guys, just so yall knows- I ain't quitting magma when I say I'm leaving..- I'm taking a short but lwk long mini break while I move :3
I will return..- ^^

STARTING OFF THE NEW YEARS BYYYYYY!!!!
Leaving Magma!!
It was nice meeting you all, uh I might come back.
Don't know yet but uhhhh, I LOVE YALL <33
Do forget me si si??

So long my dears!! <333

Misunderstanding running rampant
I can see it in your eyes
Vision tainted by the lies of every man
Banana pie, so sweet and soft
Never enough
I'm left with crumbs, I have to buy
More of it to satisfy my craving
Climb a ladder
I'm on the edge of the world
Hang my feet off of the side
No one really wants to die alone
But some of us will try
For this life, we don't apply
Just appear one day, for why?
Cover up your pain, get high enough
To spread your wings and fly
It's okay to cry oh, it's okay to cry
My sweet banana pie sweet banana pie
It's okay to cry
My sweet banana pie
My sweet banana
Yes, I am strong deep inside (me)
But I haven't always known
Guess it's safe inside my home
And I despise this fucking phone
Tell me act like I am grown
Tell me care for what I own
If I've got to give it back to someone
This life is a loan, this life is a loan
This life is a loan, this life is a loan
Honey, chin up and be strong
Baby, this life is a loan
And you don't need banana pie
Help... I love this song sm...-

ANOTHER UPDATE ABT AUSTIN: Austin should be coming home sooner than expected, he is doing really good in the hospital and has been watched over for a bit. His heart looks much more stable now, and might be coming home the 31st or 3rd. He will be online really really soon!! And he wants yall to know that he misses you guys.

MINI UPDATE FROM ONE OF AUSTIN'S FRIENDS (His request to do by the way): Austin is doing well, he's been in and out of surgery since five this morning. Though his heart is looking more stable now, probably more of a chance of him surviving. So all his friends and others Austin is doing good, so far.

If you're reading this, it means I'm gone.
I have left magma to go into surgery tomorrow, the 21st.
I just wanted to say good bye to all of you, and thank you for being their for me. I hope to come back, though if I don't.
Forget about me, don't remember me please, I don't want to be on anyone's mind if I'm dead. I love you all, and there are many people who are very special to me, you guys know who you are. I love you guys.. So much.. Don't miss me.

Still slowly practicing...

I had... Inspo..

Darren- a old ass oc of mine..

Just a simple kitty-

Collab with @Fengg ???

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