https://forms.gle/8PpGau4qY7KEdyJ47
(he/him, they/them, it/its, mutt/mutts)

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WARNING: this user is unwell

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ABOUT ME:
call me crow or marsh (or elio) ^^
MINOR
libra
writer
trans masc
boyflux
panromantic/ace
horrorcoric
boyfailure
therian/otherkin (debating)

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DNIUC list:
@☆💙Dallas McClain❤️☆
@˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ 𝕍𝕚 ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

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WARNING: I very likely have BPD and I bite ppl a lot... also maladaptive daydream and v likely have autism... still waiting to be officially diagnosed bc my parents don't believe in mental illnesses but... y'know... if u need to unfollow/put me on dni for ur mental health please do so

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my spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/31n34r3ismyqvoawathgnp75jexe

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colours:
green: I'm ok! interact pls :D
yellow: I'm drawing
red: really depressed, please don't interact :(
orange: doing fine, but low social battery, DNIUC

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likes:
STUDO INVESTIGRAVE RAHHH
yaoi
yuri
cryptids <3333
random supernatural entities
myths and symbolism
history
this one vtuber (LUCKY JENE RAHHH)

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hyperfixations:
supernatural(the fifteen season long tv show from 2018), hazbin hotel, demon slayer, body horror, eldritch/psychological horror, analog horror and anything gory/silly <333

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recomend me horror/angst shows/fics for above fandoms pls,
i need to fuel the gremlin

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TW: i do draw some gore and body horror sometimes bc i like it (not like that u freaks) but... yk.... ill label them mature ig.... be warned tho sorry not sorry

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currently listening to: The Hand by Annabelle Dinda </3
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dealing with hardships sucks.
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i don't wanna go back home...
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why am I so numb..?
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I feel like it's been an age since I've felt any real emotion...
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What is wrong with me?
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Why do I have to keep lying to myself??
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Why can't I let myself be happy???
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t̲̂̓ͩ̑ r̴̨̦͕̝y҉̃̀̋̑ t̲̂̓ͩ̑o̯̱̊͊͢ L̸̖̽̌͂ẹ̿͋̒̕ā̤̓̍͘v͒̄ͭ̏̇ẹ̿͋̒̕
o̯̱̊͊͢ r̴̨̦͕̝ ḣ̖̻͛̓ỉ͔͖̜͌ḑ̴̞͛̒ẹ̿͋̒̕ ā̤̓̍͘ṇ̤͛̒̍y҉̃̀̋̑w̦̺̐̐͟ḣ̖̻͛̓ẹ̿͋̒̕r̴̨̦͕̝ẹ̿͋̒̕
r̴̨̦͕̝ ư̡͕̭̇ṇ̤͛̒̍, t̲̂̓ͩ̑r̴̨̦͕̝y҉̃̀̋̑ t̲̂̓ͩ̑o̯̱̊͊͢ ĝ̽̓̀͑ẹ̿͋̒̕t̲̂̓ͩ̑ ā̤̓̍͘w̦̺̐̐͟ā̤̓̍͘y҉̃̀̋̑
ḿ̬̏ͤͅ ỉ͔͖̜͌ṇ̤͛̒̍ư̡͕̭̇ỉ͔͖̜͌t̲̂̓ͩ̑ẹ̿͋̒̕s̠҉͍͊ͅ t̲̂̓ͩ̑ư̡͕̭̇r̴̨̦͕̝ṇ̤͛̒̍ t̲̂̓ͩ̑o̯̱̊͊͢ ḣ̖̻͛̓o̯̱̊͊͢ư̡͕̭̇r̴̨̦͕̝s̠҉͍͊ͅ
ẹ̿͋̒̕ s̠҉͍͊ͅc͕͗ͤ̕̕ā̤̓̍͘p̞̈͑̚͞ẹ̿͋̒̕ b̬͖̏́͢ẹ̿͋̒̕c͕͗ͤ̕̕o̯̱̊͊͢ḿ̬̏ͤͅẹ̿͋̒̕s̠҉͍͊ͅ ḣ̖̻͛̓o̯̱̊͊͢p̞̈͑̚͞ẹ̿͋̒̕l̙͖̑̾ͣẹ̿͋̒̕s̠҉͍͊ͅs̠҉͍͊ͅ
ṇ̤͛̒̍ o̯̱̊͊͢t̲̂̓ͩ̑ ā̤̓̍͘ s̠҉͍͊ͅỉ͔͖̜͌ṇ̤͛̒̍ĝ̽̓̀͑l̙͖̑̾ͣẹ̿͋̒̕ s̠҉͍͊ͅp̞̈͑̚͞ẹ̿͋̒̕c͕͗ͤ̕̕ḳ̯͍̑ͦ o̯̱̊͊͢f̵͖̜̉ͅ ḣ̖̻͛̓o̯̱̊͊͢p̞̈͑̚͞ẹ̿͋̒̕’s̠҉͍͊ͅ l̙͖̑̾ͣẹ̿͋̒̕f̵͖̜̉ͅt̲̂̓ͩ̑
t̲̂̓ͩ̑ o̯̱̊͊͢o̯̱̊͊͢ l̙͖̑̾ͣā̤̓̍͘t̲̂̓ͩ̑ẹ̿͋̒̕. y҉̃̀̋̑o̯̱̊͊͢ư̡͕̭̇’r̴̨̦͕̝ẹ̿͋̒̕ ḑ̴̞͛̒ẹ̿͋̒̕ā̤̓̍͘ḑ̴̞͛̒.
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A hand, a spike, a physical fight
A flash of light, a curtain
A toll, a tithe, the passage of time
A height, a dive, a burden
A girl, a night, a typical type
A siren in the water
A scroll, a nod, a message from God
A son, a Holy Father

The hand, the pen, the writing again
The wind around the willow
The felt, the ice, the passage of time
The melting down the window
The now, the then, the thinking of "when"
The bottle in the ocean
The strike, the pause
The message from God forbid she shows emotion

A hand, a spike, a physical fight
The wind around the willow
A toll, a tithe, the passage of time
The melting down the window
The now, the then, the thinking of "when"
The siren in the water
A strike, a pause, a message from God
Does that make me His daughter?

A hand, a shove, a valley, a jump
A score under the wire
Just sweep me up, just sweep me up
And take me somewhere higher