Important pinned post on why i wont be on magma as much:
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I miss... Butterfly ๐
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โ๐โหโนโก my name is หหหBeeetle๐ชฒ๐ง หหห
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ยฐ and i liek drawing or whtever im genderfluid use any pronouns, I'm also black and neurodivergent (audhd) !Perfessional magma addict :3โยทห เผ 
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I am a follower of Christ and I'm trying my best to stay connected with my faith. I started not too long ago! 
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My pfp is by @/glubo11 on Twitter
Current interest are nu metal bands, weird Al, horses, tf2, fight club, and my little pony.
BIO IS STILL A WIP!!!
เชโโด โก
โ๐โหโนโก my name is หหหBeeetle๐ชฒ๐ง หหห
โโโโยฐสษยฐโโโโ
โยทห เผ ยฐ๐งยฐ and i liek drawing or whtever im genderfluid use any pronouns, I'm also black and neurodivergent (audhd) !Perfessional magma addict :3โยทห เผ โ. ๐ ห
โ. หโโโยฐสษยฐโโโโ๐ช
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I am a follower of Christ and I'm trying my best to stay connected with my faith. I started not too long ago!
เชโโด my friends! โก
My pfp is by @/glubo11 on Twitter
Current interest are nu metal bands, weird Al, horses, tf2, fight club, and my little pony.
Ill be active on scratch
Teams, picmix:
https://scratch.mit.edu/users/Aswashwaganda/
https://www.picmix.com/profile/Bettlelol
My email is thisisnotlois@-outlook.com ( no "-")
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The Humanitarian Crisis in Afghanistan | Women's Refugee Commission
The Womenโs Refugee Commission advocates on behalf of women and girls in Afghanistan following the Talibanโs takeover of the country in 2021.
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Butterfly come back...
"this is satire right?" Shut up lmao
this is satire right?
THEY DELETED THEIR POST IM CRYING
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@AรงaรญGuy yep... Its turning our white characters people of COLOR what the fuck... Thats horrible... ITS TURNING WHITE PEOPLE INTO MINORITES WTF /j
Grrrr you are using your artistic freedom for๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ๐คฌ WOKE! BLACK! PEOPLE? thats its im gonna lose!! it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you where one onf my FAVORIT! ARTIST!!!! BUT NOW you are doing. stupid . woke. THAT'S IT!! IM GONNA... IM GONAA!!!!!!! *eys turn red color* heh... you bettar run
Hey so hey so HEY SO
https://voca.ro/14R8ReocLM2t
Can you not be a fucking bitch and make targetted posts towards me? YOOHOO IM YOUR PARTNER IM HERE? You know what?? Maybe i shouldnt have accepted you confession... Your not even my hubba bubbah it doesnt even fucking feel like that... Maybe we should break up, but thats what your cry baby ass doesnt wanna fucking admit. Talk. To. Me. I am your partner and im fucking with you all through and forever. We are in this together werent you like or not, your here with me. Stay. Please.
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Bro.
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Can you not be a fucking bitch and make targetted posts towards me? YOOHOO IM YOUR PARTNER IM HERE? You know what?? Maybe i shouldnt have accepted you confession... Your not even my hubba bubbah it doesnt even fucking feel like that... Maybe we should break up, but thats what your cry baby ass doesnt wanna fucking admit. Talk. To. Me. I am your partner and im fucking with you all through and forever. We are in this together werent you like or not, your here with me. Stay. Please.
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Hey so hey so HEY SO
@I miss... Butterfly ๐ why can you see taht i love you... I miss that kind of misery... When i thought you didnt like me... When you were nice to me...
Ill never have that again, please love me choose them over me.
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Triggering topics like abuse? I dony if this it abuse someone help.
I dont know when to consider this a vent, but im just putting this out so you understand why ill barley be on magma.
So my mom found my magma, and i thought maybe i could actually hide this time . But she found it again, and like the things she has seen on magma, are mostly like lgbqt, and shes homophobic. She called me to her room, and i immediately went back to my room becausr theirs no use of defending myself when she knows im queer.
I started pacing around my room becausr i was stressed and i started repeating something i dont remeber. I hid in my closet for a while and covered my eyes because i really thought i could gry away from this , i really thought i could hide myself and still be accepted by my family. She eventually found me in the closet and started yelling at me about lgbtq or why i dont follow her rules. I zoned out for a while, and like she didnt even recognize i was sad, that i was going through anything.
Eventually i tried defending myself, i dont remeber what i said but argued that accepting gay people and being gay isnt even a sin, and the reasons why most christians believe so is because of bias, and mistranslations. But she doenst even want to argue or debate, she dorsnt even wabt to even listen to me.
Eventually it lead to me saying some i wish i never said, that i didnt remeber. But it forced me to come out to my mom and guess how that went
She startee yelling at me things i dont remeber. I tried run away and get to the front door to exit my apartment, but she tried pulling me really hard, and it landed a visible scratch.
She said something like she'll fix the gay or she willll take it out of me because its sin. But argurd again it wasnt, and even if i was its not something i can change about myself. Its scientifically proven that you cant change ones sexuality or gender idenity. And that multiple animals have seen to adopt homosexuality or transness.
But she wont listen she started taking things and ripping stuff out my room like my posters, my acessories, my diys, my carfts, almost eevrything she associates with gay people.
she says this will help me, and i started Scaristically outbursting on her about how shes so great for helping me and that shes so wonderful for all of this. I started to cry, and i started to vebt out my frustartions on hoe she always say that shes her to help, and like how shes there
Ough... That's very awful (genuinely) Pls stay safe and take care of yourself ok? I wish you the best ^^ You deserve better
heh its all in a name! beettle wieng. 
@cannedbarks! Thanks bro you genuinely so kind!
Yes Beetle
This... is abuse
(Before you read! This is advice is meant to give you a new angle, so if you consider it necessary, you can read it later! Just hope you do :o3)
I can provide practical advice, which is harder said than done but should be enough for you to know what to do while surviving in home when all seems lost:
To state the obvious, you live in an abusive home. You financially and resourcefully depend on her, so - for as long as you reside in...
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pleasing her
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staying quiet
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keeping fair distance
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mantaining diplomacy
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research ways to make income/save up
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keep your loved ones close
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keep your mental health in check
...are about the most reasonable things to do in your situation, to avoid confrontation, burnout in general, and to slowly get your money up
Be aware that if this becomes routine, you must try to keep the lifestyle from consuming you (and your principles).
You might grow anxiety, have masking tendencies, people-pleasing, and all that comes with it... simply because of habit.
If you're an adult (or if your state allows it), it can make it easier to count with professional help provided by the state
If not, you can try calling on https://didihirsch.org/teenline/
There's one thing you must remind yourself, specially when it gets hard...
*You deserve better*
And every thing that you do that pushes you in the direction of your freedom is the right step, no matter how small it seems to be
Remain kind to yourself and know that you're not alone
I hope you count with plenty supportive friends on your life that can make the day feel just a little better
You know what they say! Shared suffering is half a suffering
This is not the end
And surely, not all that life is about
Hold on to those things that keep you alive, and always seek for help when you need it
Let the life you wish you had, and that you can pursue, be the fuel of your every day
Good hunting Beetle da friggin Wing!! ๐ซ
holy crap im so sorry youre going through this dude. i really hope things will be okay i dont want you to go through this. Please take care of yourself this 100% is not okay behavior from your parent.
oh my god thats so fucking terrible ,im so sorry that happened to you. please take care and stay safe ,i hope everything turns out better for you we'll all be waiting for you then
Please stay safe and take care and don't let her hurt or change you. You'll ge t out of there someday please just stay safe until then /gen
You poor thing, please stay safe okay? I hope it gets better. Please be okay :(
WHHAT. WHAHTWHATWA WHAT. BEETLE I HOEP YOURE OKAY WHAT??? PLEASE STAY SAFE YOU LIKE MEAN THE WORLD TO ME PLEASE BE OKAY???
this is terrible i am so sorry please stay safe and hopefully you can find a way out <3
ohmycod,,, imso sorry this happened to you your mom is terrible ,, i hope you can leave soon or at least get away from her ,, stay safe/gen
i really hope u can get out of that house soon
oh my god im so fucking sorry this happened ur mom is crazy,
im genuinely so sorry this is happening to you dude nobody deserves this. you are valid and youโre not sinning just by being lgbtq+. i unfortunately relate to this situation and i know how horrible it feels when someone who is supposed to support you no matter what does something like this. pls stay safe,weโre all here for you
Dude. It's completely absurd for your mom to think she can "fix" the gays,, she needs to grow up and learn that it's NOT BAD. I really hope you're being safe,, I really hope you're ok!!
Please stay safe beatle also yes this does sound like abuse your mom shouldnt be laying a hand on you in an aggressive way ever 
This is fucking horrible oh my god dude I'm so sorry. Stay safe man.
oh my god this is horrid im so sorry. i really hope everything ends up ok and that you stay safe
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