blossom (IWC <3)

Day one of reposting tessie

We had an assignment for the lottery so this is my girl tessie

rip lol

im so bored

There's this new girl from Japan in my school and we've been trading snacks. (She's a great artist btw) She gave me these wafer thingies with green tea flavored filling today and they were SO GOOD. (I don't even prefer green tea flavored things!)

She's got great taste.

I got exposed anyways lol. looking back this was kinda funny.

Yall imma be honest but i don't understand DNI. I'm not tryna be rude abt it but can't you just...not look at your screen? I mean, they're just likes and follows and comments. You can turn comments off if you don't like them????

dedicated to @Abc. a simple sunset on Mars.

got therapy

Uggggghhhh I cut my wrist so fucking deep I literally had to make a cast out of like nine bandaidssss

It's giving mentally ill, right?

Nope. You're wrong.

Actually, I'm wrong about you being wrong.

I have so many fucking issues...

Meh.

Just came back from carowinds. Performed in the morning and had way too much caffeine and then convinced the girl I was with to get chinese food which had like the best price. The orange chicken was really good and they had cream cheese rangoons so I got some.

We also went on this circle roller coaster and got the highest rating for band and orchestra (orchestra is better tho bc I'm in it, truuuuust)

Also my wrist was lowkey hurting so I asked for for like three band aids and this one lady is just like, "ok where does it hurt, show me" and I show her my very obviously self harmed wrist and I'm just like "I banged it really bad and the, like, wood railing" and she's just like "ok are you over 18?" Uh...no. "ok we have to call your parents, ok?" "I-I just need a couple bandaids..." "yea but it's standard medical practice" (my gym teachers don't give a shit when I take like 20 bandaids from them so idk bro. like ik it's not the same place but like that's just kinda stupid.) "You know what, I think I can tough it out" and I'm sort of backing towards the exit "We just need your mom's phone number" "BYE!!!"

I was not about to get exposed. So yea great Saturday other than that.

wip

Bro people online are so unhinged

I was on this one gore website and it was a bid of a double self oof and I commented that it was sad and shit

Mind you my username is femboi

And this one person says that they're gonna "shove a stick up your femboy pussy"

Idk but that got me rolling

I did tell them no tho

I have a new word that I don't like: foid

Basically means that women are robots and don't feel or have minds of their own and are just really vain

Obviously wrong bc women are

Sexism is not valid.

These flowers often symbolize death or tragedy. By shining a spotlight on the silhouette of the flowers, this art seems to convey that death is given the spotlight, but details are never said (which may be why they are silhouettes). I don't exactly know my thoughts at the time of this work's creation, but they certainly weren't good if you consider the meaning. For colors, red represents intense emotion. By making the floral silhouettes red, I most likely wanted to convey that death is often spotlighted in the most blatant, wrong ways. It is disregarded (background flowers) and faded (falling fuzzy petals) by the media after it loses its shock value. There's also a possibility that the darkness surrounding the piece represents the pinhole vision presented to us by (mostly every) type of media dealing with death.

(This was a reply to @wills_bread, but I thought I'd share with you guys as well.)

Hehehehe I'm having such a fun weekend

so yesterday night I got in a little fight with my dad and then he punished me

So I went up to my room and sliced my thighs and torso multiple times and kinda deep too

And all of today I'm dizzy from blood loss

(My mom thinks I'm dizzy from a cold, but I hide my mental state. I made a joke about cannibalism once and they got concerned so I ain't joking about suicide or any of that shit)

And my head hurts, soooo

Any tips on trying not to sh?

every Dazai is canon trust--