@Ivan__✰(oliver)✰
@Ivan__✰(oliver)✰
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HEllo
nice to meet you im d3rlord-or Derek or Grox_
:3
I am a alterhuman!
:D

i fictionlink Jaden_man
I also fictionlink D3rlord3 he's my main rn
I'm a Wemmbu fictionkin
I also fictionkin ashswag
please call me D3rlord3

I LOVE THE BOILED ONE I LOVE IT IT MAKES ME HAPPY

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MARRIED BY @Avery!(carter)! I LOVE YOU IF YOU SEE THIS MWAH IM SO HAPPY I LOVE YOU MWAH MWAH MWAH

I am fine with doubles don't worry! <3

I'm happy to meet other kins please talk to me I'm so lonely</3!
{ I am a he/him or it/it's or they/them}

im trans please call me my pronouns
im paraboy its a thing please read <3

A paraboy typically feels that 51% to 99% of their identity is masculine or male. The remaining 1% to 49% is made up of another gender identity, most commonly agender (genderless) or non-binary <3


{I am Bisexual / Asexual / biromantic}
{Bambisexual - someone who enjoys elements of romantic affection rather than sexual touch}

I am a Usagimimi
To be a Usagimimi character in Japanese pop culture means to be a human character who possesses the physical traits of a rabbit specifically rabbit ears and a fluffy tail.

I love head pats

{I Yumeship}
I love Azure I love AZURE
I share don't worry!
I know I'm corny please don't remind me...
I love unstable SMP!

{I AM A MINOR DONT FORGET THIS!!!}

music i LOVE coldplay radiohead stomach book femtyanl DUSTER I LOVE DUSTER

fandoms: ultrakill elden Ring dark souls UU USMP TADC SFAWTDE/DAWTDE DDLC forsaken roblox bad things there's a lot more just ask

I have ADD and BPD
ADD is basically just ADHD but im not hyper
BPD is border personality disorder which means when I feel anything its at 100% so I just don't feel a little sad or mad its either fully sad or fully mad
my emotions switch pretty fast so...

feel free to vent to me! <3

my mental health isn't so good myself but as long as your happy I'm happy!

I am very disphoric please call me he him or it its PLEASE

I have been raised in a conservative household
i have mixed feeling about religion... don't ask please

i might have a very big problom i have come to the conclusion i may have dereliezation things idk that may be what i have i feel like every thing isnt real

BPD messes with my head alot so here's some things to look out for
I have a sensitive nervous system and can misinterpret neutral events like someone being quiet, busy, or running late as a sign that they are going to leave me.

My sense of self can feel unstable or shifting, accompanied by a chronic, hollow internal emptiness that is exhausting to manage.

I just want you to know when ever I get quiet its either someone in the room with me or I am just not doing well
i struggle with epsoides of Derealization It's a form of dissociation where the external world suddenly feels fake, distant, artificial, or completely surreal.

I don't feel well most days but when I do it uselly because I got sleep or it's because i'm with someone I like. If I go quiet for quite some time it's probably because of this.

Ty for reading all of this and putting up with me <3

_

-------------HIII------------

HEllo
nice to meet you im d3rlord-or Derek or Grox_
:3
I am a alterhuman!
:D

i fictionlink Jaden_man
I also fictionlink D3rlord3 he's my main rn
I'm a Wemmbu fictionkin
I also fictionkin ashswag
please call me D3rlord3

I LOVE THE BOILED ONE I LOVE IT IT MAKES ME HAPPY

_
MARRIED BY @Avery!(carter)! I LOVE YOU IF YOU SEE THIS MWAH IM SO HAPPY I LOVE YOU MWAH MWAH MWAH

I am fine with doubles don't worry! <3

I'm happy to meet other kins please talk to me I'm so lonely</3!
{ I am a he/him or it/it's or they/them}

im trans please call me my pronouns
im paraboy its a thing please read <3

A paraboy typically feels that 51% to 99% of their identity is masculine or male. The remaining 1% to 49% is made up of another gender identity, most commonly agender (genderless) or non-binary <3


{I am Bisexual / Asexual / biromantic}
{Bambisexual - someone who enjoys elements of romantic affection rather than sexual touch}

I am a Usagimimi
To be a Usagimimi character in Japanese pop culture means to be a human character who possesses the physical traits of a rabbit specifically rabbit ears and a fluffy tail.

I love head pats

{I Yumeship}
I love Azure I love AZURE
I share don't worry!
I know I'm corny please don't remind me...
I love unstable SMP!

{I AM A MINOR DONT FORGET THIS!!!}

music i LOVE coldplay radiohead stomach book femtyanl DUSTER I LOVE DUSTER

fandoms: ultrakill elden Ring dark souls UU USMP TADC SFAWTDE/DAWTDE DDLC forsaken roblox bad things there's a lot more just ask

I have ADD and BPD
ADD is basically just ADHD but im not hyper
BPD is border personality disorder which means when I feel anything its at 100% so I just don't feel a little sad or mad its either fully sad or fully mad
my emotions switch pretty fast so...

feel free to vent to me! <3

my mental health isn't so good myself but as long as your happy I'm happy!

I am very disphoric please call me he him or it its PLEASE

I have been raised in a conservative household
i have mixed feeling about religion... don't ask please

i might have a very big problom i have come to the conclusion i may have dereliezation things idk that may be what i have i feel like every thing isnt real

BPD messes with my head alot so here's some things to look out for
I have a sensitive nervous system and can misinterpret neutral events like someone being quiet, busy, or running late as a sign that they are going to leave me.

My sense of self can feel unstable or shifting, accompanied by a chronic, hollow internal emptiness that is exhausting to manage.

I just want you to know when ever I get quiet its either someone in the room with me or I am just not doing well
i struggle with epsoides of Derealization It's a form of dissociation where the external world suddenly feels fake, distant, artificial, or completely surreal.

I don't feel well most days but when I do it uselly because I got sleep or it's because i'm with someone I like. If I go quiet for quite some time it's probably because of this.

Ty for reading all of this and putting up with me <3

stuff

i dont have an actual tumor its a ref
BAD THINGS

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stuff i hate all my drawings

Or peace I made I don't know but i kinda hate it.

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i have a massive headace and i cant sleep LOL I'm such a dumbass

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@Ivan__✰(oliver)✰•16d•Edited

im so fucking stupid

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PARROT NOT MINE I DIDNT HELP HE DID THIS ALL AT NIGHT

Parrotx2•19d

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eggchan i struggled to spell eggcahn twice

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@Ivan__✰(oliver)✰•23d•Edited

YOU WERENT REAL
YOU NEVER WERE
YOU WERE JUST THERE
BEING SOMETHING
YOUR NOT...

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his name is barry and he has strawberry jam on his hair :3

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хизочкаand3 othersliked this post

i just drew levi cuase i was bored so :]

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