hey guys, the reason I haven't been on recently is because I've been distancing. I have really bad commitment issues that I'm trying to get out of but I don't know how to help it, because I've tried asking my therapist, multiple family members and no one can give me an answer and/or help, I'm in a spiral of "oh I'm as3xual" "I'm aroace" "I'm aromantic" "I have commitment issues??..." I don't even know what I am anymore because of this problem. I don't know if I'm lesbian or its just the commitment issues messing with my identity or my inherent dignity. I'm seriously so lost and I'm also scared to reach out to anyone else irl because most will just tell me its a fv<k!ng phase! no its not, it's a mental problem that tearing me apart. Ive liked 3 guys and each time rejected them after getting with them because I felt anxious and uneasy, and ive never felt like that. so what is it, commitment issues coming from Rvp3, asexual, bisexual with woman preference,, lesbian, aromantic, aroace or am I just fv<k!ng lost? I am so tired of hurting people on accident because I cant control my feelings. or maybe it's I'm aceflux or some type of sexuality I haven't heard of, PLEASE, I'm begging you just help I'll do anything, I take art requests, I'll pay money, I'll be ur friend ANYTHING
Hey, it will be ok, Im not trying to sound like everyone else’s but your still young and you have manny years ahead of you, especially if yr a teen, it’s now were we don’t know who we are and mistakes are gonna happen. If u need to talk Im open, if u want to ofc no pressure. But please whatever you do distancing won’t help in the long run. Okay? And and just Ignor them Ik and I mean I know it’s hard to Ignor those comments but please do try. Again Im here if u need to talk to a non irl person.