Goretober day 1! The theme is poison and if you know me, you know I am absolutely fascinated by poison. I drew My OC Ayumi, and a lil fella next to the poison stand at the top. Lots of fun!


I may or may not have joined the resistance. So enjoy the comedically bad resistance Nezuko PFP.
Feel free to call me: Shady, Shadow, Shady1, Hikage, ETC.
I'm more used to drawing on paper so this is honestly new territory for me.
(I draw with my finger bc i'm too broke to buy a drawing tablet so that's why the lines always look a lil weird)
Take my playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0XfTeYb9owFABqOYvimRET
I may or may not have joined the resistance. So enjoy the comedically bad resistance Nezuko PFP.
Feel free to call me: Shady, Shadow, Shady1, Hikage, ETC.
I'm more used to drawing on paper so this is honestly new territory for me.
(I draw with my finger bc i'm too broke to buy a drawing tablet so that's why the lines always look a lil weird)
Take my playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0XfTeYb9owFABqOYvimRET
I was upposed to create a custom hunger games map, so I made one thats completely pitch black, so you cant see anything, and the I made the tributes glow so that tributes always know where eachother are at all times and its easy to go after eachother, and the I created a sort of angler fish snake i'm calling the "phobolophius reptans" (meaning fear-angler that moves on land) and its glows just like the tributes so the more violent tributes go after it thinking its a target and then it can gobble them up. Think about the paranoia that would come from knowing everyone knows where you are and being completely stuck in the dark unable to see!
Lately life has been extremely stressful for me, and it's become harder and harder to push myself. I’m at the age where I still have room to grow, but have to start thinking about my future career and possible colleges. I love art, and writing with all my heart and I love all my characters, but every time I see someone else's art I just feel farther and farther from my dreams and closer and closer to some imaginary nonexistent deadline. I show up to art class and see all these kids my age who can draw like Frida Kahlo or Vincent Van Gogh, and I see my cartoons and feel like I'm behind. I feel like I can no longer show creativity and instead just have to churn out random realistic portraits like everyone else. And then I get online. If i’m self conscious about my traditional work, then i’m ten times more self conscious about my digital art, I know i’m going to have to learn it at some point if I want to make comics, but I see the weird color palettes and my wobbly lineart due to my shaky hands, and I doubt myself. I end up deleting most of what I draw. And then I see some professional artists with gorgeous art and realise they are only 5 or 6 years older than me and panic. Will I have to have art that good in a few years? I just can't take a break, because I spend my entire break feeling like I'm not being productive enough. So let me tell you, I'm going to be trying my best to stop treating art and writing like a future career I need to perfect, and more like ways to express my creativity. I will still probably overthink and panic, but I have people to ground me now. That you to my IRL friend DEMONIC!Olive and my two other IRL friends who don't have magma accounts but who I will be sending a copy of this message to.
@Bean_Glen47 All good, thank you for apologizing! Just maybe try to avoid mentioning god 'guiding someone' unless you know that person believes in god. Apology much appreciated Bean ^^
Gosh why can ti word my things differently. sorry
I used my demon sona. :3
I have named her Hikage because it means "shade" in Japanese, so it's like my username. My lore I've come up with is that her stitched wounds and scars are because her body is sewn together, sort of like Frankenstein. IDK, I just like it.
You may notice that sometimes the scars and stitched wounds on her change places. That's because the inspiration for her character was all the things I'm self-conscious about in my body. Where the scars are is typically a place on my body I feel self-conscious about at the time. So in a way she is a reflection of me.
Very proud of her.
Feel free to use her Demon oven!
I LOVE THIS OMG 

<3
Don't touch me or ill bite youre toes.
bro's deadass gonna kill a stranger lmao
This was super fun.
My art piece is the lil robot, whom I have named Kovi.
I'm super proud of her.
Thank you for joining me and my buddies!! 🫘🫶
Very proud of her.
Feel free to use her Demon oven!
I LOVE THIS OMG 

So creative :0
This is wonderful and I love it :D